Doing the Panic by Phantom Planet = the song of my summer.

One day into substantive lectures and there is one thing I know for sure-this is going to be one long and miserable summer.

I janked this from Jeanne

* I am a male.
* I am a girl.
* I am shorter than 5’4.
* I think I’m ugly.
* I have many scars.
* I tan easily. (quite the opposite)
* I wish my hair was were a different colour.
* I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
* I have a tattoo.
* I am self-conscious about my appearance.
* I have/I’ve had braces.
* I wear glasses.
* I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
* I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger (I think any female who’s spent any time in the TL has, right?)
* I have more than 2 piercings.
* I have piercing in places besides my ears.
* I have freckles.
* I’ve sworn at my parents.
* I’ve run away from home.
* I’ve been kicked out of the house.
* I have a sibling less than one year old.
* I want to have kids someday.
* I’ve lost a child.
* I’m in school. (only if you consider Bar Bri school..)
* I have a job. (blah)

* I’ve fallen asleep at work/school
* I almost always do/did my homework.
* I’ve missed a week or more of school.

* I failed more than 1 class last year.
* I’ve stolen something from my job. (like pens and stuff)
* I’ve slipped out a “lol” in a spoken conversation. (intentionally though)
* Disney movies still make me cry. (That Pride Rock scene at the end of Lion King still makes me teary eyed a little)
* I’ve peed from laughing.
* I’ve snorted while laughing.
* I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
* I’ve glued my hand to something.
* I’ve had my pants rip in public. (Unfortunately)
* I was born with a disease/impairment/disability.
* I’ve gotten stitches/staples.
* I’ve broken a bone.
* I’ve had my tonsils removed.
* I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
* I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed. (apparently I don’t have them)
* I had a serious surgery. (I guess ankle surgery doersn't really count.)
* I’ve had chicken pox.
* I’ve had measles.
* I’ve driven over 200 miles in one day.
* I’ve been on a plane.
* I’ve been to Canada.
* I’ve been to Mexico.
* I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
* I’ve been to Japan.
* I’ve celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans. (I will one day though)
* I’ve been to Europe.

* I’ve been to Africa.
* I’ve gotten lost in my city.
* I’ve seen a shooting star. (every time I see a shooting star, I wonder if it’s landing where you are)
* I’ve wished on a shooting star.
* I’ve seen a meteor shower.
* I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas. (much to everyone’s embarrassment)
* I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator. (I can’t believe you’ve never done this Jeanne)
* I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts. (sometimes I wonder why Chris still likes me)
* I’ve been to a casino.
* I’ve been skydiving.
* I’ve gone skinny dipping.
* I’ve played spin the bottle.
* I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
* I’ve crashed a car.
* I’ve been skiing.
* I’ve met someone in person from Tumblr/Facebook/Twitter (I guess)
* I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
* I’ve been in a play. (had the best one liners of the play)

* I’ve seen the Northern lights.
* I’ve sat on a roof top at night.
* I’ve played chicken.
* I’ve played a prank on someone.
* I’ve ridden in a taxi.
* I’ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. (I want to go see an actual midnight showing of this one day)
* I’ve eaten sushi.
* I’ve been snowboarding.
* I’m engaged.
* I’m married.
* I’ve gone on a blind date.
* I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.
* I miss someone right now
* I have a fear of abandonment.
* I’ve gotten divorced.
* I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
* I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
* I’ve told someone I didn’t like/love them when I did.
* I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
* I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex.
* I’ve had a crush on a teacher.
* I am a cuddler.
* I’ve been kissed in the rain.
* I’ve hugged a stranger.
* I have kissed a stranger. (I’d like the story of this one day Jeanne)

* I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.

* I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
* I’ve snuck out of my house.
* I have lied to my parents about where I am.
* I am keeping a secret from the world. (I think I am at least)
* I’ve cheated while playing a game.
* I’ve cheated on a test.
* I’ve run a red light.
* I’ve been suspended from school.
* I’ve witnessed a crime.
* I’ve been in a fist fight.
* I’ve been arrested.
* I’ve consumed alcohol.
* I regularly drink.
* I’ve passed out from drinking.
* I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
* I’ve taken pain killers when I didn’t need them.
* I’ve inhaled Nitrous.
* I’ve done hard drugs.
* I have cough drops when I’m not sick
* I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem.
* I have been diagnosed with Depression
* I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
* I shut others out.
* I’ve taken anti-depressants.
* I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it.
* I’ve hurt myself on purpose.
* I’ve woken up crying. (The few times it’s happened has been the result of a bad dream)
* I’m afraid of dying.

* I hate funerals.
* I’ve seen someone die.
* Someone close to me has committed suicide.
* I’ve planned my own suicide.
* I’ve attempted suicide.
* I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
* I own over 5 rap CDs. (no)
* I own an iPod or MP3 player.
* I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
* I own multiple designer purses.

* I own something from Hot Topic.
* I own something from Pac Sun.
* I collect comic books. (It’s sad that this trend has started very recently)
* I own something from Gap.
* I like girls. (In a platonic way at least)
* I like guys. (I’ll forgive them their cooties)
* I’ve been close to being homeless.
* I’ve had someone close to me almost die.
* I’ve been in more than one Near Death Experience.
* I have been accused of something that I never did. (nothing serious really)

So I've graduated and am waiting for bar classes to start. This week between finals and bar classes has gone by way too quickly and I've spent most of it sick on the couch. On the upside, at least I'm not feeling sick with the awful feeling that I'm letting everyone down and not doing what I'm supposed to be doing. That always stunk. It's okay though. Bruce and I have been chilling out the last few days.

Graduation was kind of a blur, though. Glad that family got together and came up for it, but it went by pretty quickly.

Right now it's just the calm before the storm.

Got up after eleven because in my dream I had been working on my IP paper.

Fail

In any case, I suppose there's always still Sondre...



And he is coming to San Francisco...

Still on my Phantom Planet kick and still want them to come back. Couldn't they give us just one live show? Please?





I really miss this band. Phantom Planet, you're reviving the worst of my fan girliness.

I thought that turning on Phantom Planet's last album (*tear*) would help me focus. Quite the opposite. I forgot how much I loved this album though. I love how well they pulled off an album inspired in large part by cults and Lost. I miss them. They need to end their indefinite hiatus.

Speaking of music though, Glee last night (yes I still watch that) had Kurt singing a gorgeous rendition of As If We've Never Said Goodbye. The theater geek in me squeed a lot. Also, they sang TLC and now I have to go dig up those old albums. Thanks Glee.

Ozma makes me miss undergrad like crazy.

Chris and I have officially been together for seven years now. We mark April 18th because it's the day we first held hands, which is cheesy, vomit-inducing, and kind of cute at the same time. Anyway, it's been seven years and we're still swapping comics. I guess we're kind of awesome like that.

We read All Star Superman this weekend, which was kind of amazing. I think he's on Fantastic Four and finally finishing Sandman and I'm starting Transmetropolitan. He also let me borrow Game of Thrones (not a comic, but we were on the topic of nerd talk).

I'm such a dweeb.

On a similar note, I think I'm finally convincing myself to get a Kindle. Gianni has some random e-reader and I might get that if it's compatible with Rick Steves travel books, but it seems to me like the Kindle's the sweetest deal of the bunch. Though, I wonder which one invades privacy the most. Something to look into...I think EFF has some sort of paper or something on it.